I'm sad

I feel like crying but Im trying not to cry and this is sad and beraks my heart. I cant believe i countunie to feel like the way i do about someone who doesnt seem to care about me. this breaks my heart and makes me wonder how long this pain is going to last its just not fair and unjust. God please take my pain away send me an angel i really need on today and for a while god i need you and I feel like i cant take this pain anymore. please help me...