lily, you are to young to know what you really want right now... and while i know that i'm young i'm also not stupid. I think to myself could i really be in love with him, or i'm just afraid of being alone.. and the answer seems to always never appear... I want to believe that i love him, I'm afraid admit that i love him out of the fear of knowing that he might not love me. but he tells me he loves me and while i know he could be lying, why is so hard for me to just know that what i want to know. i talk to my REAL friends and they tell me that he is a good guy but what do they know. Lord I dont like feeling so unsure. I want to tell myself that i dont love him but i think i do love him.... I hope that i'm not in for another heart break.. and what i cnat understand about myself is why if someone has alreayd hurt me once why do i insist on putting myself in a sitution where i might get hurt... oh well I got friends who will get me through the next heart-break...
with love lily
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